We only fight where we want something. Expectation is subtle demand. Demanding means forcing. Blaming means abusing. As a student towards teacher or anybody you cannot show (have) any form of demand or blame because it makes your heart closed. And enlightenment means to be receptive and open entirely. For learning as well you just need to take in everything coming from or given by your teacher. He is giving you no bullshit only knowledge in any form. If you cannot find your humbleness and respect you better should go away.
Do not consider anybody else. You are only responsible for yourself. Only look towards teacher. Only look you and him. Don’t look others what they do or what not. Your way is with him. Your magic happens between you and him. Only consider others if you are asked to do so by him. For you only count his word or meditation, which are same. Divinity will guide you, nobody else. Throw all these social ideas, if you want to live, want to be free, want to know yourself. Social ideas are blockages to the truth. They won’t help you in any form.
What do you want? I want freedom. I want to be helpful for this world, for this universe. I want to know everything.
Yet you are concerned about yourself, you want pleasure, importance, rights. There are no other rights than God given rights.
God gave you the right to live and all that is needed for it. God gave you the right to explore and know yourself and the whole universe. God gave these same rights to everyone.
These rights are bound to rules.
God gave you the rule that nothing shall be given to you unless you want it. Which means that whatever you get is based on your wanting and not to bother or harm you. God gave you the rule that you cannot get what you want unless you are willing to sacrifice your life for it. God also gave you the rule that humanity must be practiced and that people must be helped.
Teacher must be followed, because he is your only way to heaven, to enlightenment. He is your only chance in betterment in this world and time.
